Neutral — текст песни (Penumbra)

I was trying to sweep away all my desires,
I threw out emotions, my emotions
Just to live in neutrality cause I know
you only came to leave me, you leave me
You`ve already turned back
and left me in this way,
you don`t want to believe, to believe me
I`ve already turned back
and left you in this way,
I don`t want to believe, to believe you

So you are far away,
each step that you make takes me away,
you don`t want to trust me,
you can`t trust me
So I am far away,
each step that I make takes you far away,
I don`t want to trust you, I can`t trust you
Love is a ruler... Bells never ring for us,
that`s what we feel,
living apart is the better way
Can I feel something ? Something...
Why our souls are so dry
and our hearts beat so slowly ?