Behind The Smile — текст песни (sweet matthew)

I haven`t been a good friend
for a long long time
you know I wasn`t happy
behind the smile
anywhere you look
a reason to believe
but think of what it took
to bring me to my proper place
and I haven`t been a good friend
for a long long time
I haven`t been a good friend
while you`ve been mine
now am I by your side
or standing in your way
`cause if this is a sign
I don`t know what it`s s`posed to mean
and I haven`t been a good friend
for a long long time
I haven`t been a good friend
while you`ve been mine
I have seen my perfect day
I have watched it fade away
you know I`m fighting to be real
I haven`t been a good friend
for a long long time
you know I wasn`t happy
behind the smile