Here I sit and watch my world come crumbling down (Crumbling down)
I cry for help but no one`s around
Silently screaming as I bang my head against the wall (Against the wall)
It seems like no one cares at all
Always an emotion, but how can I explain; how can I explain?
Kind of like the scent of a rose, with words I can`t explain, the same with my pain
Caught up in emotion, goes over my head; (Goes over my head)
Sometimes I got to think to myself is this life or death, am I living or am I…
The clock keeps ticking, but nothing else seems to change (Seems to change)
Problems never solved, just rearranged
And then I think about all the times that I`ve had (That I`ve had)
Some were good…
I search for personality. I look for things I couldn`t see
Peace and love flash through my mind but - pain and hate is all I ever would find
Find no hope in nothing new and I never ever had a dream come true
Lies and hate and agony; through my eyes that`s all I see
If I`m gonna cry, will you wipe away my tears?
And if I`m gonna die, Lord please take away my fear
Before I drown in sorrow, Well I just want to say;
How will I laugh tomorrow, when I can`t even smile today
Today (today) today; when I can`t even smile today
Today (today) today; when I can`t even smile today
Today (today) today; when I can`t even smile today
Today (today) today; when I can`t even smile today
You think something`s funny...
If you wanna laugh... why don`t you laugh at this?
So when I look outside my room
I see the world, but not the reason
What is done to me is not fair
You call it fair I call it treason
But I know not what to do
Give me a sign I`ll take whatever
But if you want me here I am
Ain`t gonna die forever
And I tried to hold ya
But you just turned away
And I tried to tell ya
But not a word I say
I cried out so loudly
But you just covered your ears
I gave you all the signs,
but you ignored my tears
So if you want me here I am
I sit here waiting for your decision
But my body fights my mind
I headed straight for a collision
So am I getting near or am I still
Looking in all the wrong places
But the only thing that seems to change
Are the looks on the faces...
And I try to hold ya
And I try to tell ya
And I gotta…
And I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta, and I gotta,
Gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta
How will I laugh tomorrow? (How will I, How will I, How will I)
How will I laugh tomorrow? (How will I, How will I, How will I)
How will I laugh tomorrow? (How will I, How will I, How will I)
How will I laugh tomorrow? (How will I, How will I, How will I)
When I can`t even smile
Can`t even smile
I can`t even smile today
When I can`t even smile
Can`t even smile
I can`t even – I can`t even smile today
Smile today
But I can`t even smile
How will I laugh tomorrow?
Doesn`t anyone...It seems like no one cares at all
Doesn`t anyone even care at all
It seems like no one cares at all
Doesn`t anyone even care at all
It seems like no one cares at all
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
How will I laugh tomorrow?
When I can`t even smile today
Today (today) today; when I can`t even smile today
Today (today) today; when I can`t even smile today
Today (today) today; when I can`t even smile today
Today (today) today; when I can`t even smile today
