Depression And Anguish — текст песни (suicidal tendencies)

Travels thru my veins poisoning my soul
Makes me hate myself, makes my anger blow
Suffocates the hope - eats away my will
Traps in all the hate - depression

And I don`t wanna feel this way - but I can`t stop it at all
And I don`t wanna hurt no more - but I can`t stop it at all
And I don`t wanna lie here numb - but I can`t stop it at all
And I don`t wanna have to give in - but I can`t stop it at all

Depression - it`s got me I fought it - it whupped me
Depression and anguish the poison`s inside me

Why can`t I just make it end - I`m tired of feeling this way
Why can`t I just let me be - I`m tired of feeling this way
Why can`t I just have a break - I`m tired of feeling this way
Why can`t I just go away - I`m tired of feeling this...

Depression and anguish the battle can`t take this
Depression is poison the damage is all done
And I don`t deserve this oh, no
And I don`t wanna feel this no

Digs into my heart roots sprout thru my brain
Plants it`s ugly thoughts growing wild again
Shuts all systems off, locks me in a haze
Traps in all the hate - depression

And I don`t have the strength to scream, but here it comes again
And
I don`t have the sense to cry, but here it comes again
And I don`t have the will to fight, but here it comes again
And I don`t have the choice to quit, and here it comes again

Depression and anguish the battle can`t take this
Depression is poison the damage is done
Depression it`s got me I fight it but why me
Depression and anguish the poison`s inside me