the other night I dreamt about a sudden realization
that everything bad that can happen to me would
woke up screaming god I hope I`m not bleeding
out my eyes or mouth when I die
I have seen a sheepish wonder
I see me three years ago today
no one`s gonna push my buttons
no one`s gonna have their say a little while later I was trying to remember
but then it didn`t seem quite as awful as it seemed
can`t believe I won`t admit that I have seen a sheepish wonder
I see me three years ago today
no one`s gonna push my buttons
no one`s gonna have their way feel about the same but I`m 10 years older
watched my cat die for a month now I have seen a sheepish wonder
I saw you earlier today