Conditions — текст песни (Samiam)

if i could be anywhere and feel at home and be without anyone without feeling alone and do anything knowing it`s all right i`ll keep you in mind don`t want to spend my time looking ahead or back it keeps me busy just wondering where the hell i`m at i don`t want to talk because i don`t want to argue it`ll just confuse me anyway i`ve got my reasons for not being understanding and saying all the fucked up things i say i`ve been holding back the motion in my mimd for so long i can`t always tell when something has gone wrong if things get simple now i`d probably lose my mind little girl you`re so afraid no matter what i say you don`t believe me