Dying Inside — текст песни (Saint Vitus)

I have got to change my ways
`Cause I`m losing my mind
I have got to stop drinking
`Cause I`m dying inside
I feel twice as old as I am
And it`s getting worse
I`m in the palm of habit`s hand
I can`t escape the curse

There is nothing that I can do
I have no self control
I have let myself become dead
I have ruined my soul
Every time I wake up sick
I say never again
But then opportunity knocks
And I`m wasted my friend

I can`t control my addiction
I`ve tried time and time again
I`m losing all my friends and lovers
Alcohol knows it`s gonna win

Now I have lost everything
And I really don`t care
Everybody that I have known
Has out cast me here
Drinking has wasted my life
And I`m dying inside
I feel twice as old as I am
I`ve lost what left of my mind

I can`t control my addiction
I`ve tried time and time again
I`m losing all my friends and lovers
Alcohol knows it`s gonna win