I see myself with nothing to do
Nothing to show for the last year or two
I donжЉ° have much left that I can prove
I try not to dwell on past mistakes
I try not to believe my lifeжЉЇ been a waste
But it comes to haunt me everyday
Envy fills my mind
Envy takes up all of my precious time
It leaves me with nothing else
I`ve lost my pride
Jealousy has become part of my life
And everyone else can tell
Suffering regrets of things that I have done
I donжЉ° feel content with second to me
I feel like I let down everyone