What Have I Got Too Lose — текст песни (blessed union of souls)

I started to write you a letter the other day
Didn`t know exactly what I was going to say
And at the last minute I threw it away
Cause I didn`t think you`d read it anyway
And I`m the kind of man who`s glass is half full
But I`m a bit torn from the strings you pulled
And since I already felt a bit abused
I thought to myself
What have I got to lose
Cause I can`t fall much further down
And look what I`ve got to win
If you would only hear my heart
Yesterday I actually tried calling
But that was after six days and six nights of stalling
And I thought about everything that we`ve been through
All the different places that we went to
The times we hurt each otehr, sometimes we meant to
Trying to make up with flowers that I sent you
But now I`m at the crossroads and it`s time to choose
And I guess I just figured, what the hell....
What have I got to lose
Cause I`ve already come this far
And look what I`ve got to win
If you would only search my heart and see what`s deep inside
Don`t want to go to sleep cause I don`t want to dream
I always wake up with tears it seems
Can`t blame it on you so it must be me
I`ll beg for forgiveness if that`s what I need to do
Cause I ain`t got nothing to lose
I`ve lost the one thing missing from my life
But look what I`ve got to win
If only I can get you to hear my heart
What have I got to lose
When all I`ve lost is the everything that I need
And look what I`ve got to win
If you`ll only listen, listen to my heart