Waiting — текст песни (cure)

tonight I`ll dream a girl called home
and wake up in tears
all on my own
with the sun coming up
and my head against stone
balcony dressed and drawn
tonight I`ll Dream a room so far away
frost pale blue
the colour of a perfect day
and then screw up my face
in the mirror
as I wait for the others to call

but if I don`t believe in magic
and I don`t believe in blood
and I don`t believe in miracles
and I don`t believe in love
then how come I believe so soon
in a cherry tree girl
and a dust blue room?

tonight I`ll dream an hour so long
shadow soft smiles
and everyone loves me
to open my eyes
in a drag myself face undone
hard back into the world
tonight I`ll dream a dream I dream
without even trying I`m flying I scream
as I practice the move
I spit at my pillow stained face
and the others all come

but if I don`t believe in magic
and I don`t believe in blood
and I don`t believe in miracles
and I don`t believe in love
then how come I believe it seems
in a girl called home
and a world called dreams?