Now in these cynical times
Sterotypical minds
Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb
Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind
Im trying to look beyond the lies
Just to see what Ill find
Im like a flower in a cave
Another hour in the maze
And Ill cower to the power of my criminal ways
The sun is shining but Im catching minimal rays
Its time for me to grow out of this childish phase
My life is like a battle that Ill probably never win
cause I keep thinking big and risking everything
Lifes a challenge and I wonder if Ill ever find the balance
Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents
Chorus:
Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
My fingers pointing in the mirror
Im the one now
I see my shadow in the sun dial
Am I really out of change
Put my freedom in a cage
Slow down
Man I got a son now
Theres nothing new thay all said it
And I know it but I had to go throught it myself
Im hard-headed
Thats the only way Ill learn
Get caught in the fire thers no escaping the burn
And it burns
Change this
Change that
Change is full of lies
I remain the same cat wear a good disquise
Living life loking through my third blind crooked eye
So if I change Id be changing for the worst wouldnt i?
Chorus:
Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
I wanna run but if I run Im only running form myself
Would it be easier if I were someone else
Im like a child playin with matches thats never beeen burned
Relearning all the lessons that Ive already learned
On a highway to a destinatin Ive earned
So many exits, but Ive never bothered to turn
Im like a piece of shard glass laying on a frame of a window
That was broken by the bricks of pain
Sometimes I feel just like the devils guinea pig
Hes watching me just to see how deep I can dig
I admit Im fucked up and got a lot to learn
So now Im dancing in the ashes of the bridge Ive burned
Chorus:
Sometimes I wonder if Ill ever change
Can I change
Would I change
Or am I always gonna be the same
I blame the world for making me such a freak
But the world wants to blame it on me
(my life is twisted)
