You know sometimes when I get up in the morning,
I don`t know if I can face another day
because shit`s been so fucking hard for so fucking long
and it don`t seem like shits ever going to change.
Sometimes it seems like shit ain`t doing nothing but getting worse.
Sometimes when I look in the mirror,
I look despised at what I see cause pride
strength, all of love and life they don`t seem to have alot to do with me.
Feels like something went wrong with me a long time ago,
something inside me way deep down died
and I can`t remember when,
I just don`t know where the fuck I went wrong...
What`s life but a river of tears anyway, huh?
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For away to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I`ve got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I`ve lost too many times too many times to count the pain is so great
Let me tell you something, rock bottom is a sweet fucking dream,
a myth made up by a liar who`s dispear is a void you can slip into forever.
I`ve been as low as you can go
and I guess here at the bottom the only place you can go is up,
but everytime I start to get ahead everytime I start to get somewhere
it`s seems like someone or something knocks me the fuck back down.
One step forward, two steps back.
I read somewhere that "without hope, man is but an animal"
...I think I`ve lost hope
I`ve got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I`ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I`m so fucking tired of being fucked up all the time
but I can`t seem to do it any other way,
maybe I`m not as strong as you
but sometimes my fucked up life it brings me down
when I look around.
My life it didn`t make me hard
it just hardened something deep down inside of me.
I think it was my humanity.
I want it back, I want to feel normal again, I wanna feel like a human.
I don`t wanna be like this no more,
I`m just looking for some shelter of salvation
or something to believe in or just maybe someone who cared.
I`ve got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I`ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I`ve got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I`ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
I`ve got nothing left
I await for the angel of death
I`ve lost to many times to many times to count the pain is so great
I never asked for life
I wish that at birth I had died
I tried to drown this hate
Death will be the cure for all this pain
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
There`s no where to turn, everyone betrays you.
I can`t trust anyone and I`m so fucking paranoid.
I`m always waiting for the fall, for the let down.
Trust nobody for sure.
I can`t remember when a day`s gone by
that I haven`t thought about taking myself out.
I know I ain`t shit but I know I`ll never be shit.
I`ve got no future but I think I can deal with it, I think I can live,
if I can just look at one person
and see them smile at me and know that they meant it.
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
Every Day
Each fucking day I pray
I pray to a god that I know does not exist
For a way
Some fucking way
Some day
For a way to make my way through this world full of shit
