Elevens — текст песни (With Honor)

Please tell me how we did this,
We got ourselves into such a mess again.
We`ve fought so long we can`t remember what the
hell it was all about.
I can`t count the times I`ve turned around, cheated
my promises, and sold you out.

How is this not a waste of time, these blind eyes
won`t see me through.
I`m feeling for a hand to hold me now, lift the veil,
see the truth.
There`s so much further left to climb, and not one
inch has been secure.
I`m feeling for a hand to hold me now, lift the veil,
and endure.
Be it my dexterity for long-winded alibis,
But excuses came full circle months ago.
I`ve wanted to walk away, but it can`t be right,
To forget the knocking and throw the fight,
Silence the wanting and blackout the firelight.
I`m digging deep to find resolve to change, will to
draw lines.
I`m putting old ways to the knife, I`m dying here this
time.
Because honestly I can`t relate,
While lying to your face everyday.
With webs of lies spun to justify all of my many failures.
I`ve realized my heart`s content,
I may never see an end.
So when you need me I`ll be outside throwing rocks
at the moon every night.
`til the day I die.
I still believe that faith can move the mountains.