How Many Times?
How many times will I ask myself why? How many times? How many
times will I ask myself why? How many times will I cry? How many
times will I ask myself why? How many times? how many times will
I ask myself why? How many times will I cry?
How many times will you honk your horn and say, “Fuck you!”?
Now what the fuck does that do? You feel better now? I didn`t
let you pass. How about I stop my car and beat your fucking ass?
How many times will a wife beater beat his wife? Somewhere
in that house there`s a butcher knife. Fucking junk, swinging
his fist about. Why don`t you wait till he sleeps and take him
out?
How many times will I sit in a hot car? traffic jam. Been sitting
for a fucking hour. must be an accident. I hope nobody died.
Finally get there and the crash is on the other side! The gawkers
roll by and creep slow hoping they can see a mangled body show.
Some park and stand there and watch it all with their kids.
They point and fucking stare! and they just love it!
I remember one time I was pulled over handcuffed the cop was
like, “shows over.” People watching hoping that he shoots me!
I just wanted to choke their fucking heads!
How many times will I ask myself why? How many times? How many
times will I ask myself why? How many times will I cry? How many
times will I ask myself why? How many times? How many times will
I ask myself why? How many times will I cry?
How many times will I wait in a line? Its three-thirty I fucking
got here at nine! I`m finally up to the front cant wait another
minute! Why am I here? To pay a fucking parking ticket! The
lady at the counter acts like a fucking bitch! No smiles, no
help, your just a piece of shit! I`m getting pissed! Calm down!
Wait a minute! Oh forget it. Back to my car, there it is another
ticket!
How many times will a crack head smoke crack, and ask me for
some money cause he wants crack? Give him money. Again, he`s
coming back. Walking away here`s another baby on crack!
How many times will a kid give a dirty look a little punk ass
bitch trying to be a crook. I wrote the book! I was out robbing
liquor stores, when you where a nut stain in your momma`s drawers!
How many times will I ask myself why? How many times? How many
times will I ask myself why? How many times will I cry? How many
times will I ask myself why? How many times? How many times will
I ask myself why? How many times will I cry?
How many times will you steal my car stereo? It don`t even work.
You feel like a bitch don`t ya? I vacuum all the fucking glass
from my seat. I sit down and got a piece stuck in my butt cheek
How many times did I walk in and just sit, and have to listen
and learn all this bullshit! Living history and science. Fucking
wait! Knowing that will that put food on my plate? Can I walk
into McDonald`s and to the counter and tell them you can make
limestone from gunpowder! Will they give me a cheeseburger if
I know that shit? Fuck no! Fuck you and shut your fucking lip!
How many times will a judge decide my fate? Who is he, a bitch
nothing great! He takes shits and fuck us all floppy white!
Plays with his balls and judges my life!
How many times will I ask myself why? How many times? How many
times will I ask myself why? How many times will I cry? How many
times will I ask myself why? How many times? How many times will
I ask myself why? How many times will I cry?
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