Time Is The Distance — текст песни (deviates)

It seems like I`ve been here one thousand times before.
One thousand times everyday and I still beg for more.
Not far from here I`ll find myself,
but time is the distance from that feeling.
I can`t take it.
These beatings I give to myself have got to stop,
but I need your help.
My better half is the half that I hide and I`m trying hard not to let this go.
Your words are healing but they`re burning me up inside.
I`d love to taste, I`d love to feel and share that life.
Her I am I think I`ve said too much again.
You`re too real and I can`t take it.
Have we gone too far or maybe not far enough?
So many walls in our way and it`s not a surprise to m that this.
Right in front of me I see the rest of me, I see the rest of my life.
And so again I beg for that beating,
and when received I won`t release- It`s so healing.
Caged inside I hide myself from all life.
I`ve cried one thousand times I don`t want to be alone again.
I want to know myself; I want to be your friend.
I think I`d die without that feeling once again.
I know I`d die without that feeling once again.
I`d die without that feeling once again,
I`d quit this all to have that feeling never end.