i have memories
clouded by sorrow
of a time in life
when blood ran though my veins
but these walls keep closing
suffocating
and now i`m trapped beneath
the weight of my own loss
in the company
of my misery
i gasp for air
only to drown
again
unending waves of memories
life`s only gife bestowed to me
regret
every moment marks
a breaking of my heart
and now i`m left alone
with this ghost that i`ve become
for years i`ve built
this monument of pain
i must find a way
to never feel again
