What I Don`t Want — текст песни (Odds)

Everything`s a mess I sleep but don`t undress
drinking all but the Tia Maria
I never finished any of those
books hanging open like house plants
Begging for water and a little reading
Holding that one big idea I`m needing
I know what I don`t want
I really know what I don`t want
I don`t really really know what I want, do I?
Another black shirt won`t show the dirt
I could wash but I don`t even bother
Some piece of trite trash trumpets out the radio
but I don`t turn it off
I need to loathe its creation
Contempt is my one contemplation
`cause I know what I don`t want
I really know what I don`t want
I don`t really really know what I want, do I?
Red in the face from the air in this place
It`s close so I open a window
Something about heights makes a man
Start to reach for the bottom
Dull in the mind from oversleeping
I look for the things that are really worth keeping
`cause I know what I don`t want
I really know what I don`t want
I don`t really really know what I want, do I?
I know what I don`t want
I really know what I don`t want
I don`t really really know what I want, do I?