The Becoming — текст песни (Nine Inch Nails)

i beat my machine it`s a part of me it`s inside of me
i`m stuck in this dream it`s changing me i am becoming
the me that you know had some second thoughts
he`s covered with scabs and he is broken and sore
the me that you know doesn`t come around much
that part of me isn`t here anymore
all pain disappears it`s the nature of my circuitry
drowns out all i hear there`s no escape from this my new consciousness
that me that you know used to have feelings
but the blood has stopped pumping and he`s left to decay
the me that you know is now made up of wires
and even when i`m right with you i`m so far away
i can try to get away but i`ve strapped myself in
i can try to scratch away the sound in my ears
i can see it killing away all my bad parts
i don`t want to listen but it`s all too clear
hiding backwards inside of me i feel so unafraid
annie, hold a little tighter i might just slip away
it won`t give up it wants me dead
goddamn this noise inside my head