I Do Not Want This — текст песни (Nine Inch Nails)

i`m losing ground
you know how this world can beat you down
i`m made of clay
i fear i`m the only one who thinks this way
i`m always falling down the same hill
bamboo puncturing this skin
and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall i`m
drowning in
2 feet below the surface i can still make out your wavy face
and if i could just reach you maybe i could leave this place
i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this
don`t you tell me how i feel
don`t you tell me how i feel
don`t you tell me how i feel
you don`t know just how i feel
i stay inside my bed
i have lived so many lives all in my head
don`t tell me that you care
there really isn`t anything, is there?
you would know, wouldn`t you?
you extend your hand to those who suffer
to those who know what it really feels like
to those who`ve had a taste
like that means something
and oh so sick i am
and maybe i don`t have a choice
and maybe that is all i have
and maybe this is a cry for help
i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this
i do not want this
don`t you tell me how i feel
don`t you tell me how i feel
don`t you tell me how i feel
you don`t know just how i feel
i want to know everything
i want to be everywhere
i want to fuck everyone in the world
i want to do something that matters