Leaving — текст песни (catch 22)

I`m leaving here today. I`m gonna go real far away from here. I`m gonna find a girl like the one I met in high school. But she`s not gonna get away this time. I`m gonna keep her by my side. Not gonna lose my grip on you. I`m gonna somehow make it through this time. Not gonna fuck up like I did back then. Maybe I`ll even fall in love again. (chorus) And when I try to make things right. I always seem to lose the fight. Can`t seem to hold on to my life. So I go on through the pain. That`s why I`m leaving here today. Won`t make it any other way. Cigarettes & sleep are the only things that keep me from losing my mind maybe in time you`ll know that. Without you I am nothing I have always acted blind. I`m never coming home because you left me all alone last night and you never even showed up in the morning. And so I try to find a way to hold it in. I guess you win this time. Good friends are hard to find. (repeat chorus)