Fuck What Fireworks Stand For — текст песни (American Nightmare)

I just want the world to know - You`ve got me at an all time low.
But I wrote the song that broke your fucking heart.
I`m caught up in `no sleep` and I nod my head with every tear but they`re still drowning me.
It`s cold and I can barely see, and 5 AM is here again so hang your head with me.

I was walking next to you in a saturday night-type light.
The faces blurred in with yours as I stumbled some words on life...
I was breathing thanks to you in a saturday night-type light.
And when the faceless kids danced towards faceless ends I quit life.

"I can`t believe that you`re not dead"
shrugged my shoulders, laughed inside, nodded my head.
And I don`t remember anything but seven songs of chances gone, that`s all I know.

Anytime you want to go, I`m ready to go.
Nothing shines on "feeling old" this isn`t right.
All I want is a reason to smile before I`m dead, I`m dead, I live in denial.
There`s nothing left inside of me.
You say there`s more but I don`t fucking care.