Solitude Of My Own — текст песни (Embraced)

Years have passed now
It`s another time and another world
Yet still it`s all the same
Nothing ever seems to change

Dark powers manifest
Malignant horrors in my mind
Constant voices, sung by the damned
Crying out unhallowed, thoughts in my head

I have trusted and I have believed
I have pledged and I have sacrificed
My blood and mind, body and soul
Ravished and ruined after all I have done

My heart has turned to stone in this godforsaken world

My mind so I`m pure by all the filth
It is constantly exposed to
Greed, lies, betrayal is tragic
But, oh so very dominant
In the nature of creatures that are surrounding me
I now find my only shelter
In the solitude of my own

A small flame of hope
Lit somewhere out in the endless dark
Yet it`s still all the same
Will it ever change ?

Fallen from grace
Surely I must be lost
My mind grows darker
As the time shows no changes
Creating venomous acts
Of emotional rejection
Deprivation of all levels

What have I done to deserve
A life so incomplete
All my dreams erased by fools

Broken promises, one after one
There can be no trust anymore
I feel the end is near
I dont have the strength
To cut me loose
I am falling apart emotionally

A soul in solitude lost forever
In the greatest of all suffering, madness and sorrow
Elements of which no euphemistic words
Can ever alleviate