Thoughts Of Renewel — текст песни (Teramaze)

I want my share of the estate, I`m leaving home, expatriate
Father understand, just how I feel
I have to go, a life to gain
So I set off to a distant country, and I squandered all my wealth
I delighted myself in wild living and spent my every cent
The country broke into a famine
I was falling short in need
I couldn`t live in this condition
I was feeling no more greed
And I was becoming more lonely
And all my life began to fade
This life just isn`t what I dreamed
And I have put myself through shame
I`ve worked my fingers right to their bones
I`m feeling ill, I miss my home
Why did I leave? Why did I go?
Now I have nothing, I have no home
I brought myself to an understanding, what I was going to do
I`d head back to where I once called home
And asked if I could work for food
"Father I have sinned against you
And against our family`s name
I`m not worthy to be your son no more
Won`t you take me as your slave?"
"My son I`m so glad to see you"
As a tear ran down his face
"You were dead, but now you`re alive
You will find home here at this place"