[Esham]
I hear a voice in my head, my head hears voices
So many choices
I`m coming down off a bad trip, and I`m sick of all the bullshit
It ain`t my fault, it`s all my fault, who`s fault is it ?
It doesn`t matter, can you understand
I live the life of a madman
I`m psycho, suicycho
Not Michael on a motorcycle
I can`t understand myself
Man I need help
Who am I ?
Am I who you thought I was
If not too bad cuz
I ain`t trippin, nah I`m trippin, cause you know I be trippin
You don`t know me
How you gonna know me when I don`t know me
I try to get to know myself
Self knowledge and tell myself
They`re all gonna laugh at me....
I gotta get my head together
[Esham]
I gotta get my head straight, I`m losin my mind
Givin you a piece of my mind
I got somethin on my mind one time
But heyyy nevermind
I`m losin my sense, I got no sense
No nonsense, mo dollas than cents
Since I`m dyin
The world may never know if I`m lyin
Lyin in my grave
Heyyyy... I think I need a shave
What`s my name ? Who stole my brain ? Who should I blame ?
Blame it on the boogie, blame it on the rain
I can feel yo pain
I`ma say, heyyyy I forgot what I`ma say
Who, what, when, where, why, how ?
I gotta get my head together
[Esham]
I got to get it straight, I got to get it straight
I can`t really wait, I can`t really wait
For my mind, making my mind, I`m losing my mind
So do you mind, I don`t mind if you don`t mind
Cause what`s yours is mine
But I need my own
You know what I`m sayin holmes
You don`t know cause I don`t know
So get that my names Esham
Slit your wrist, drink a orange juice
Hallelujah
Suck my dick, what`s it to ya
I`m from nowhere, I comin straight outta nowhere
And going nowhere
Mo dope, mo dope, mo coke for the fiends to smoke
Hit me, come get me lock me up
I don`t give a fuck
I gotta get my head together
[Esham]
Man I`m back, I`m the black devil and that ain`t no joke
What`s up, who`s playin that beat
Comin thru in the backseat
Cheap shots,cheap tricks
But you can suck on my toe hey hoe you know
That I`m the black bro
I still don`t know where I come from
Lick my balls till my dick`s numb
Dum diddy dum diddy dum dum
Redrum, I feel like a redrum
E-S-H-A-M
Why I`m talkin bout him ?
Is that me ?
You can`t see what I can see
Man whateva
I gotta get my head together
