[Sole]
Thank God I never made it to Earth, what a happy place
how I long to be depressed, to be a grouch, get away
Yo, Yo Here I stand in the desert sands
There I lay in a dust storm, brain storms
Some day we may form a massive collective mind with no bandages
I kneel down to fantasy of what is real
Thus far the only signs of freshness
I came across upon this quest was nothingness
Posessed to find truth at all costs elementally
I walk a thin line of good and evil coincidentally
We all believe in god and nature and higher levels
Yet we dwell with devil`s machinery in lower levels of raped scenery
It`s seemingly endless
Demeaning and mindless, we`re friendless and meaningless
Living in darkness walking with candles
And while I`m on the subject of difference is lame
I`ve noticed the more things change the more things stay the same
To stay in focus
It`s hopeless to go against the grain while new to this
Till I`m menopaused and then ejected from the uterus
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And I`ve seen so far into the night
And lingered in the land of no night
Day two I`ve left the earth and all is alien and foreign
Females are wailing and I`m swimming in a cest pool
It`s pouring
It ain`t dark no more, no more worth the fight
My old candles turn to sunglasses, I can`t stand the light
Yet I can`t stand the rain these bodies I live with are numb
And I can`t stand the pain these children I play with are dumb
A figure points a finger and whispers, leave
This small porcelain tomb
It will be all I will have achieved
And I refuse to be excrement
dash to the left and to try to and break for my life
A large hand grabs me now, there`s no escape
I`m thrown into a whirlpool, spinning until infinity
Grasping for an oxygen breath, but I don`t breath that yet
Inhale the H20 and thank life I`m still living breath
Giving death a hell of a run until the movement stops
Bubble to the surface almost dead ass out
Starving cold and alone until I pass out
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Living ain`t all that, I wanna go back to non-existence
The womb was not meant to be a tomb, but once I`ve gone the distance
Won`t sleep to see revenge for my dead sibling, I miss her
I watched my brother be impaled as I held the hand of my sister
Kissed her when she was void
Missed the missile, I`m docile
Amongst dead soil and fossil till I`m deployed
None of it ever happened
As far as I`m concerned I`m barred
Should`ve died months ago in the condom
and this wouldn`t have been so hard
Should`nt of, but it`s not that way
I fought that way
I lay until I no longer thought that way
None of this was worth the fight, I should have been disposed
At night time, laying only half of the trash can
Not white trash in a trailer park
Or a dismembered rash lashing utter last sole
member of a coathanger tailored art
With no formed identity blanketed by newspapers
Remedy be levity, life be the penalty
This body in a mask grow fast carry out the masquerade
I lay in the cut to hear lies, pawns, peons, and tricks of this trade
In this eon let me be on and beyond the next decade
There I stayed remain of flux to be another child saved
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