Honesty — текст песни (House Of Heroes)

i count up all the times. i`ve been through this before but not so bad.
i`m living in a lie. and the worst part is to know that i`m not right.
and through these times i know you`re with me, but something`s got to change.
i tell myself to let it go. then i don`t. i cannot hide when honesty says i`ve lied.
regretfull and wondering why you heal me deep inside.
and whisper to me, "it`s gonna be ok".
i`m gonna be ok. you`re right here with me.
here with me. you teach me. complicate the lie.
our wounds that darken almost daily. and all the time i heard a voice say,
"better won`t come until i change me." then something moved inside.
teach me your will for my life. this choice is mine. i`ll follow you all the time.
and do what i know is right, when i can`t find my mind.
everything will be ok,
but everything won`t be the same. and that`s all right.