so the sage continues, out of the blue the strike comes of course, always as expected this tired head has found these tired hands, and these eyes remember this floor perfectly I can`t stand to keep up with time, and this day will barely be made through I promise you it hurts losing everything and then looking in an eye to see everything meant nothing to her you always seem to run right when I think I might trying walking again but I fail with the retreat and you`re eyes they jump out at me at night, you`re the only constilation that made it out tonight I know that I have less than acceptable, my best is less than acceptable that makes sleep seem a futile task while my mind won`t stop replaying our past and our kisses my God I miss your kisses but I will never be the one who walks beside you throughout life, sharing every precious memory cuz I will never be the star in your eye, I have nothing that you could ever find desireable just little old me sailing backwards in a sea, and all I see is everything I couldn`t ever be just go to sleep tonight and dream those everything`s alright types and wake no more not I go to sleep and die