The Way of Confusion — текст песни (Golgotha)

Here I am
Close to the road
Always
I`ve been
Searching for
But I don`t dare
To come in

I`m invaded by the dark thoughts
I`m invaded by the irrational doubts
And I think I see
The vapour
It makes me think
And I think I dissapear
And I don`t understand this
Out of control state

Only you can save me
Make me see through this fog
Keep fighting for me
I`m fragile and I`m breaking myself

Now I`m sad
And my emptiness is fool of
Sterile solutions
I`m thinking about
The pain
That I suffer
And I don`t know
What is waiting
For me
If I`m taking
The step...
The first step

My mind in blank
Is
Is looking
For help
My mind in blank
Shocks against
Your
Your agony
Your agony

I feel you fight for me
Your incomprehension and my
Doubt is growing up
A thousand knives are falling
From my eyes
From my impotence
And come to me
Reflections
Of good
Memories
From when the road
Was formed
And I feel
I feel dying

Only you can save me
Make me see through this fog
Keep fighting for me
I`m fragile and I`m breaking myself

Show me what
I don`t know
Show me to love
To follow the way
Make my doubts
Dissapear
It`s all
I`m asking
For in
That way
I`ll start my
Pilgrimage

And my waited happiness will be done