Staying Away — текст песни (harem scarem)

(Hess)
Well I`ve been abused I`m alone
I`ve seen hell like you`ve never known
You know I`m living in fear
Of falling into love
Your thinking days it`s been years
That`s how long I`ve been crying these tears but no more
All the many nights I wanted
You to be with me
Now all I remember is that you said you`d never leave
I`ve opened my eyes I`m ready to see
Everything that`s ahead of me
You know I`m staying away from this feeling you call love
I`m confused I don`t know where can I turn or where can I go
You know I`m trying to keep myself from losing you