Headlights — текст песни (Trembling Blue Stars)

I nearly thought that maybe she
Could be the one to set me free.
I went and fell again -
There`s just something about her, I guess.

I wonder, did she know?
I wonder, did it show?
And now she`s gone again,
Seems we`re not meant to be friends.
And now she`s gone again.
And now she`s gone again.

Watching headlights far away,

Aching at the close of the day,
Walking and wishing she
Were sharing the evening with me.

And I recall silently not sleeping.
And I recall her wet hair in the morning.
And I recall the distance I was keeping.
And I recall a birthday kiss she gave me,
Two journeys to her flat when it was just me,
And, in her car, to the radio her singing.
I recall the attention I was paying.

I wanted friendship, wanted closeness -
Around her I was hopeless.
I`d catch myself and feel a fool -
It`s such a different world in which she moves.

I wonder, did she know?
I wonder, did it show?
I wonder, did it show?
And now she`s gone again,
Seems we`re not meant to be friends,
And memories like these, they`re what I have left -
Memories that, stupidly, I never will forget.
Memories like these: a birthday card somewhere;
I could tell she was awake,
She wanted, too, to break the silence -
If we`d have talked into the night,
Would that have made a difference?