Damned — текст песни (Strung Out)

at times i sit and wonder what`s it all mean violence and suffering ??? everyday ??? but progress has destroyed us ??? i ponder more, i better of buy myself think about the dusty bible sitting on my shelf used to believe their was a father so bright but he`s not there it`s just a lie we`re not going to heaven we`re already in hell we`re all damaged here and i wish you well i wonder where you are now and why you had to leave but my bloods so cold and my heart is cold and i have not time to breath i ponder more, i`m better off by myself think about the dusty bible sitting on my shelf used to believe their was a father so bright but he`s not there it`s just a lie i`ve ??? too many times to even bother to write don`t tell me what`s wrong don`t tell me what`s right take your hopes and dreams and walk ahead of me cause in the end ???