Still Waiting For The Punchline — текст песни (Boy Sets Fire)

I want to find the water
that will wash this whole damned slate clean
break down
break up
we sleep in what we create
right now I`m living so much hate
right here my sin`s have all been paid
to you
your friends
and for your sake
I feel dirty and so depraved
my knees have bled to hold you here
but now I`ve lost the taste
for lies force fed as time well spent
and if another angel says just grin and bear it
I might be forced to smash his head against the wall
and never sin again
against myself or trust in anyone
write me off for suffering
it`s a joke
I give up