In Particular — текст песни (Blonde Redhead)

Lying on my back. I heard music.
Felt unsure & catastrophic. Had to tell myself it`s only music.
It blows my mind, but it`s like that.

Is anyone there? What could you tell me?
Afraid of what? Would you ever know?
Everyone else is really boring.
Anyone else wouldn`t be good enough.

Some place safe I would imagine.
Someone new would be so cruel.
Incurable paranoiac. Hysterical depression.

Alex I`m your only friend.
Alex your love will sing for you