Secret Curse — текст песни (Dismemberment Plan)

Secret Curse
anonymous hex on flavorless food and terrible sex
a day of no rhythm a night of no rest
and I do not know what sin I have not confessed

Secret Curse
terrible blight I`m deafened by sound and blinded by light
caught when I flee and beat when I fight and I`m cocky when wrong
and timid when right and I don`t know what crimes have yet to come to light

But it`s getting worse
indelible mark, tired at noon, wired at dark
a terrible bite, but never a bark, I don`t know what else I can do

I don`t know who you are... please, I`m sorry

Secret Curse
unwashable stain, ugly when bold, boring when plain
stricken with pleasure and taken with pain
and I`m nervous and lost and I can not refrain

Secret Curse
unsingable song, melody weird, getting it wrong
pussy when tender and brutal when strong
and I`m losing my friends as we`re getting along
and I really do try to run that fast and long but it gets there first

Invisible eye, sad if I laugh, mad if I cry
screwed if I live, screwed if I die
I try and I try and I don`t know what else I can do