This is as Close as I Get to Love — текст песни (The Nightmare Scenario)

Cold winter night
Between sheets and ceiling bed and floor
I took the sharpest knife
In my drawer and went for the kill
And as you doubled over
Reeling from the cut
The feeling I won faded fast
Like the last bits of summer into fall
Like the sand from the ocean with the tide
I gathered up your body
And pulled it close to mine
Felt you sobbing in agony
Felt your heart turn to stone under mine
You said through dying lips
You`d wish me well
I left you laying there
And headed out
Into the night
Feeling the bitterness that comes
With winning another fight
With blood still on my hands
I walked on through
Avenues
Alleyways
And
Shadow littered streets