Despicable — текст песни (Sick Shift)

Here I stay, I bet you wish I was away
Such a potent opinion from someone
Who was never meant to be here
So alone, especially when I was with you
You didn`t have to suffer now
I guess you made that crystal clear

Can`t you see? That`s not me
Well, I guess I wasn`t looking
When they slipped something in my drink
Never breaks, just mistakes
It`s true I can`t do anything right
What difference does it make?

Had your trust until I killed it in distrust
In absentminded slumber I`ve burned
All those bridges down
I can`t stand how all the grains slip through my hands
Persistent state of breakdown
Is running all I have into the ground

Don`t try to understand me
Don`t read between the lines
You can`t comprehend me
It`s just a waste of your time
My fortune reads bitter
A million ways to abuse
Playing victim doesn`t fit her
I guess I`m born to lose