It Doesn`t Make Me Ten Again — текст песни (Red Roses For A Blue Lady)

I`d like to smell the fear shivering on your lips and I`d like to taste the sweet revenge of cutting out your tongue, because your words sound better red spilled upon my floor knowing I won`t have to live with you anymore... and I would`ve rather never known that your blood inhabited my veins because with each nights turn I think about ending it all in account of you, because of you, god, I hate you, only because of you... time was on your side to find a solution to your problem of finding rid of me... nine months had past and so long your chance... remember those unloved days and fear filled nights, they`re now your burden, along with myself looking to spill the blood that binds... I don`t want to love; I don`t want to love you... I don`t want to love you anymore... did you ever think that your own creation would come back to kill you? or were you expecting love from me even though I grew so far from you? it`s inevitable with a father like you... you never felt pain like I felt pain... it hurts with your blood in my veins