Someone — текст песни (NJ Spirit)

I can`t come to grips with all my pain. I can`t come to grips with all that I lost. Now I find myself hurt by something I never had. Everything that I think will bring me happiness, brings me nothing but pain. I hate the things that I feel. So many feelings I don`t understand. I`ve opened myself up, just to be torn apart. I let my emotions get the best of me. All my pain I bring upon myself. It hurst so bad not being able to find a familiar smile. Nothing is the same. Nothing is familiar to me anymore. I hate the things that I feel. So many feelings I don`t understand. I`ve opened myself up, just to be torn apart. I let my emotions get the best of me. All my pain I keep inside. I feel so alone, so lost within myself. I just want someone to tell me that I`ll be okay, someone to truly care. Someone who understands how I feel. Someone to just be there. I`ve felt this pain for far too long, and have been hurt too many times. I`ve felt this pain for far too long, and have been hurt too many times.