Killing Me — текст песни (Cauterize)

I wonder where you are.
Please don`t come around tonight
cause I can`t stand to see you and I don`t want to fight.
Gimme one more drink and I swear I think I`ll be ready
to make the same mistakes again with you.

I finally figured out that you`re not coming back and I`m not going anywhere.
You were the one with all the faith how did you let it slip away?
That`s right, I`m blaming this all on you and the little things you didn`t do.
We both knew that you were stronger, could have fought a little longer.
You didn`t hold it tight enough.
You lost your grip and I slipped right through your fingers.

No more sleepless nights alone.
This bed is better without you.
No more waitin` up for calls.
I`ve got nothin` left to say to you.

Tell me again about those better days.
This silence hurts me more than anything you could say.
Broken knuckles, broken heart.
I fell in love then fell apart.
You tried to run, I tried to hide, still we managed to collide.
Fell so hard, matching scars.
Held you close, felt so far.
Hearts beating out of time.
You`re screaming with no reason and no rhyme.

So I will save this last breath for words that I won`t scream.
I don`t feel like dying, but you`re killing me.

Just when the wounds start healing you`re there to break me open.
Watch the blood spill.
I`m getting used to this.
I`ll clean it in the morning.

I wonder where you are.
Please don`t come around tonight
cause I can`t stand to see you and I don`t want to fight.
Gimme one more drink and I swear I think I`ll be ready
to make the same mistakes again without you.