i hurt myself today 
to see if i still feel 
i focus on the pain 
the only thing that`s real 
the needle tears a hole 
the old familiar sting 
try to kill it all away 
but i remember everything 
what have i become? 
my sweetest friend 
everyone i know 
goes away in the end 
you could have it all 
my empire of dirt 
i will let you down 
i will make you hurt 
i wear my crown of shit 
on my liar`s chair 
full of broken thoughts 
i cannot repair 
beneath the stain of time 
the feeling disappears 
you are someone else 
i am still right here 
what have i become? 
my sweetest friend 
everyone i know 
goes away in the end 
you could have it all 
my empire of dirt 
i will let you down 
i will make you hurt 
if i could start again 
a million miles away 
i would keep myself 
i would find a way