My Understanding is Zero — текст песни (Esham)

My understanding is zero
For the simple fact I`m not a hero
Born broke, beat up and always acting evil
I`m playin for keeps
I gots to carry my shank
And keep my hands on my thang
While I`m checkin my bank
I gots nuthin to lose
But I`d rather be six feet deep
I sing the blues
Cause I`m deep and I don`t sleep
My understanding`s zero watchin channel fuzz
I don`t like the fuzz
I`m like was not was
And if I was not
Then I was not or will be
You better murder me man
I`m tellin ya`ll to kill me
The U-N-H-O-L-Y, that`s what they call me
My last words is like
"Fuck all ya`ll, G"
And when I die I`m takin muthafuckaz out with me
And when I die the meat-wagon`s gonna come and get me
My understanding`s zero cause I`m just a zero
I hear no, I say no, I see no, no evil Yo!
Is I crazy, Is I am, Is I am?
My butcherknife`s bloody
So fuck a flim flam
And bout your God, bout your God
Your God is money man
In God we trust
The ill rhyme I bust, oh!
I fall into a state, I`m in depression
Playin me a game of true confessions
I want ya`ll to know, I want ya`ll to know
If you grow up in the ghetto
Your understanding`s zero, zero, zero