Sunflowers And Sunsets — текст песни (Bane)

i raise this broken halo to the sky
this is the storm that strands me here
stopped waiting for a golden ship to rescue me
this is the only age that i know how to be
still make pretend that i`m in the movie of my life
stopped looking for a key that opens all the doors
these broken fingers keep me from holding on too tight
i turned and looked away from the angels face
still stomp through the puddles - the world spins beneath my feet
stopped waiting for a golden ship to rescue me
never wanted to know just what will happen next
i wonder how you can stand knowing what
each new day will bring
i think about art and i think about madness
are truly joined at the hip?
Was it Van Gogh who was crazy or the world that was crazy?
If i could touch the face of the gods i`d trade my ear
I ran all the way home
To read the words carved in cement by my house
(it says)live the life that you love - love the life that you live
but i`d rather have a penny for every time it told me NO
i shoot these flaming arrows at the flag
and say deny, deny, deny if that`s what gets you through
like that night that we ran through the Audi dealership
smashing windshields
an absolutely pointless and immature act
but it quieted our minds
at a time when everyone and everything (the setting sun) was asking:
why are we here?
but i`m pretty sure now that i will never know