When It Doesn`t Matter — текст песни (Angela Ammons)

I`meverything
You never wanted
Why does it mean so much to you?
I`m walking away
I`m not begging you
To please let me stay

You wanna take a picture
So you`ll remember
Me standing by this open door
Does it make any better?
If you tell yourself
I never wanted to go

Chorus:
Should I say that we should still be friends
Should I cry, or should I just pretend
But it`s killing me, and I don`t want you to leave
Should I make you think I suffered
When it doesn`t matter

You try to figure out
Why I said nothing
When you told me
It`s over now
Why are* you believing
That my smile is only here
To hide the pain (oh yeah)

Chorus
(When it doesn`t matter.. ohhh)

I`m tried of happily ever after ending
I`m tried of make believe heroes
I`m tired of taking back what I`ve given
I`m tired of waking up here*

And it`s killing me, and I don`t want you to leave
Should I make you think I suffered (suffered)

Chorus

I`m tried of happily ever after ending
I`m tried of make believe heroes
I`m tired of taking back what I`ve given
I`m tired of waking up here*
I`m tried of wanting you