Numb Phase — текст песни (Choke)

what didn`t kill me
left me cold enough to live this lie
now i drift desensitized reality has
had it`s way with this time
confidence now lost in comfort
of familiar habits
i know it`s destructive
but i can not get past this barricade
i boiled up inside too high
i`ve got to pull out of numbing phase
hold down this fear
push back self doubt
i`m most afraid that i will fall to failure
so much to say can`t get it out
it`s all a waste chaste
forced to indignant taste
self propelled rejection
it`s more than i can take (right now)
so sick of hiding from what i can`t face
so sick of hiding from what i can`t face
i must get through this wall of insecurity
the thought of rejection more than
i can take and i`ve got to get out of this numb phase
set numb aside